Paharganj

"Nalini" -- Yes I'm going to hunt this bitch down , stuff a Mankind like Mr Sucko in her throat and throw her down from the roof top and then laugh to my heart's desire , for dear Nalini , even though I have never met/seen/spoken to her has had very interesting conversations about my life and managed to screw my equation up with a friend, Natasha.I have been blaming my ex Kavya , for this shit for two years now . She on the other hand , never reasoned , fuck that.

I ran for 10 kms today . Quitting Smoking is showing its effects , the only weird bit is that I'm tired at the end of the day and can't keep up beyond mid night and I *have* to get 7 hours of sleep otherwise I feel weird.

I have competition on the track , even though there's been nothing said and done between Mr Soccer Player and me , its the stamina we both possess , I am hell bent on out running him everytime , I did so yesterday , its kind of lame yes I know , actually very lame. But you need reasons to run , otherwise it can get as boring as work , if you keep running every damn day on that track without a target , you might not return for a month , the day you burn out.

I'm sick of passive smoking , I've yelled at 3-4 people already who are smoking where they *should not* be smoking. There's one man who smokes on the track , short of breath and sweating hard , I was the rudest I have ever been to anyone , but really I do not need cigarette smoke tingling my nostrils when I'm struggling to breathe . He deserved it.

I'm going to Paharganj today , Its a junkie's hangout , you have hippies from all over the world , and yeah everything is up on sale from manali to gokarna , from awesome delicious korean food to amazing clothes , but I'm not going after the drugs , the bongs or the chillams , I'm looking forward to the junk I can pick up for myself. Besides I've been in South delhi for over a year now , and even though I know West and will continue to know each and every lane there even if I don't go there for years , I've kind of forgotten my junkie days here at Central Delhi ,  and thats where I'm heading. Now in 44 degrees and I know exactly where to chill if it gets too hot , Sam's Cafe. 

I remember the good old days with Anu , well she kept at it , and now finds herself in a rehab . All of us didn't turn out to be like that . There was a time I had the biggest crush on her and thought she was really pretty , She was and she had her way , no one would ever argue with Anu and it was her who introduced me to the world of drugs and pills and acid and ecstasy , Anu I can never forget , the wasted days at Sam's cafe and the inner lanes of Ramakrishna Ashram Marg. She had the balls to carry a chillam and then place the bag in a metro baggage scanner , thats what Anu was made of . She didn't give a fuck about the world and we all had our little crushes on her. I've decided to pick up something for her today , which I'm going to gift her whenever we meet next. If we do. I hope she comes out alive and sane from wherever she is . 

So I ran 10 kms , beat that bitch. With one break to hydrate myself , you can't run 10 straight these days , No sir . the weather is unforgiving . I have an additional reason not to ever Smoke again , its more than a week and I will stick to it . 

I'm off to Paharganj , Karol Bagh and C.P now , hope I come back with shit loads of junk and cheap electronics :D